You know what they say …
if u keep your hands on heart and sleep you might see your biggest fears ,your emotional weakness which can make us whip and remembering us talking about the dreams you told me that you had a dream that I the FOOL of your LIFE left you and that you lost me which made you cry next dawn ,the next thing you did was call your monkey and not to tell him but just cry so your superpowers worked and i cam to meet you.YOU met me and hugged as if to never lemme go.i suddenly felt owned ,i saw that grin in your face saying “my precious” MISS A this is my secret that i never forget and it was one of the millionth moment when decided to never let you go .At least my ego still believes that your self respect was true to him and so everything was making sense.
This thing happened A year ago.
maybe its written somewhere not in the “stars” for sure ,because if it was to be something like that you could have seen i filled each of them saying how much i envy you ,how much i wanna be with you and they will never fall not even if someone WISHED them to be.trust me as i say this sunshine my stars were not less bright it was sky who clouded the world with darkness .And so with your own Conscience even i released that i wasn’t the one you feared losing, i wasn’t the person u wanted to keep with u i was just a priority that just changed with time ! and happily said without a tear no REGRETS in the whole process what all u you lost was you yourself and no one else because THAT’S the truth!at least i would like to believe it till my grave i know u don’t fake around me. I don’t doubt u deserve better i don’t doubt a panther can never exist in a unicorn island of yours where u can get what u want.this life is taking a lot out of me and i The only thing gets me is where does this leads me ? not around you for sure … some lives don’t end up together i guess that is understood but i never wanted WE or TOGETHER or US or even FOREVER what i all wanted was the word BESIDE.its not too much to ask for RIGHT? . I have accepted it. Its all on me and no one is to blame neither for reckoning my brain that step up and walk miles until you know that “distance is measured by heart closeness is measured by intentions ” so its all good and the only thing i have is your memories maybe someday i ll play men in black with myself too or maybe an eraser on heart would do but wait SHIT than i will die .miss A now what so i guess i have to keep u here always so whenever you get lost find me! okay mmmm ….going back i remember about a country man who loved his place never wanted to let go THAN came a hurricane all left and he stayed you know why? cause he thought it all started with drizzle and maybe someday some another way it will end eith a drizzle too
the answer is always with you HURRICANE (LOL)
yours sincerely ,DRIZZLE